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at this point I just want to see a therapist period. I have been waiting since last august to see a therapist, specifically someone for gender dysphoria. they know I am suicidal. the system sucks.

I can't seem to get myself to buy guys clothes. I need some new pairs of pants, but it is difficult to get myself to buy them because they aren't the pants that I want.

"I'm a lady" by santogold

I wish I was invisible.
I talk on message boards because I am lonely and bored and my cat doesn't talk back.

my discomfort and inability to socialize in public extends to those dating sites as well. I've attempted to talk to people on them but find the whole process to be terrible.

I am only attracted to females.
I have realized that this extends to males who see themselves as and present as females - but it requires the whole package of femininity. any semblance of...

I prefer the fashion.
but if you want to get deeper than that I want to be female.

my first thought when I see a girl is always "I wish I could be that, I wish I could look like that." wanting to be with or date is a huge numero two.

same boat, I think the realization that my ability to wear the hip fashion is rapidly dissapearing with age is driving my desire to come out of the closet. every day I look manlier and it is driving...

a can of nair knockoff has appeared beside the shower and I am quite eager to get rid of all this narsty body hair, but reluctant for the confusing directions and question of a burn or rash, but the...

RANMA 1/2! ranma had it made!

not trying to invalidate your thoughts but "inadequacy" is a myth my friend. women don't get much stimulation, if any from depth. pornographic sized endowments cause discomfort.

exactly how can we expect to be truthful to all those around us when feminine behavior in men is so ubiquitously, vehemently admonished?

it takes a lifetime coming to terms with it yourself, so...

nature - I can't say I've ever had much in the way of positive reinforcemnt.

I do recall seeing transgendered folks on phil donahue's talk show when I was a tyke and knowing that is where I fit...

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edit: what's up with the automatic un-capitalization?

I don't know if my parents ever figured it out when I was younger, I think they just thought I was gay. they would always force me to cut my hair no matter how much I explained to them how important...

I do not like being male, though I have yet to "see myself" as a girl while crossdressing, and it doesn't feel natural to exaggerate my femininity. I do not think I will ever be comfortable with my...