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  1. Just an update guys. I asked my mother to take me...

    Just an update guys. I asked my mother to take me to an in-patient mental hospital for awhile. CDing+OCD is hell to me. literal hell. I just need to get away somewhere safe for a week or 2. I can't...
  2. UM, well I think first thing's first, I'm gonna...

    UM, well I think first thing's first, I'm gonna drop porn for a little while(no pressure if I can't), until I find a therapist, because the porn seems to make me worsen after each session. Just seems...
  3. Thanks Reine. I'm not going to lie, over the past...

    Thanks Reine. I'm not going to lie, over the past year, I got into this erotica online which seemed to amplify my fetish 20 fold. I know it was already inside of me, or I wouldn't have gone looking...
  4. I guess it's good that I can tell my mom...

    I guess it's good that I can tell my mom literally anything. I told her that I was extremely distressed and wear female clothing in private and she didn't really bat an eye. She was just like, "can...
  5. I really appreciate it robin. I'm going to see a...

    I really appreciate it robin. I'm going to see a gender therapist as soon as I can. I really do think that the porn addiction isn't helping my plight though. I've gotten into things that I wasn't...
  6. I've heard that all my life tracii. I've NEVER...

    I've heard that all my life tracii. I've NEVER been obtain balance in anything. Everything I've ever enjoyed has consumed me one way or another. This time, the activity which I enjoy makes me feel SO...
  7. I don't know how exactly to explain it, but...

    I don't know how exactly to explain it, but there's this side of my brain that just ITCHES if I don't feed into my porn addiction right then and there. I feel like a monster who is unable to control...
  8. Yeah Allie. This is all just so much being...

    Yeah Allie. This is all just so much being bombarded onto me at one time. On one hand I think I'm homosexual. On the other hand transexual. I need to see a therapist asap. I don't know how much...
  9. I would nadine, but I literally feel...

    I would nadine, but I literally feel incapacitated. These urges are taking over every part of me. I guess it isn't so easy to explain. I feel sicker and sicker every single day.
  10. I think I'm a transexual and I don't know where to go from here.

    I've been under a lot of stress lately. A LOT. I've even considered suicide quite a few times because of this intense erotic desire I have coupled with shame from CDing. On the outside, I'm a good...
  11. Thread: Low T

    by mikeyp
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    I'm not going to pretend that I'm your doctor,...

    I'm not going to pretend that I'm your doctor, but has or does CD arouse you in any way? Getting on testosterone replacement therapy should, in theory, improve your overall mood and quality of life....
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    If only demi. If only.

    If only demi. If only.
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    Awesome reply Reine... Yes, as a child I was...

    Awesome reply Reine... Yes, as a child I was extremely fascinated by diapers, age play, crossdressing, foot worship, that kind of genre of stuff. As I said, my main fetish was ADBL stuff, which then...
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    hahahaha steph, I'm not into bras very much, but...

    hahahaha steph, I'm not into bras very much, but panties, skirts and heels, yes yes! Can't relate to being macho though. I normally feel like "myself" I guess you could say. Sometimes I want to...
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    Thanks curiosity. I can relate to this community...

    Thanks curiosity. I can relate to this community a lot better. I just feel like there is a lot less of the "extremest" attitude like there is on reddit, and more of an accepting vibe. I know everyone...
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    How can I get over my self hatred?

    So, as I've posted in threads before, I have a fetish. A fetish that came to light only within the last year(I'm 22). Part of me is attracted to women. Part of me feels the need to "be" a woman as a...
  17. Thread: Reverse purge

    by mikeyp
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    Not reverse purging, but I found myself purging...

    Not reverse purging, but I found myself purging for the first time ever a week ago. I drove 45 mins away to a dumpster in the middle of nowhere and threw everything away. The urge hit me 2 days later...
  18. @stevie before I figured out my love for...

    @stevie before I figured out my love for crossdressing, I was heavily into age play. I'd imagine myself as a baby with a dominant woman in my life, who would humiliate me and tend to my every need....
  19. @stevie Like you, I'm highly into the sissy...

    @stevie

    Like you, I'm highly into the sissy and femdom stuff like foot worship, etc. I'm debating on quitting for awhile though, in hopes of finding a partner who is open to this stuff. I feel...
  20. Thread: We deserve it.

    by mikeyp
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    Sadly, men aren't as pressured to have perfect...

    Sadly, men aren't as pressured to have perfect bodies as women do. Overweight for men is different from overweight for women. The optimal male body is a beautiful thing.
  21. I'm going to say yes and no to it being natural....

    I'm going to say yes and no to it being natural. Yes, because there are sexual energies involved for some and no because if it was natural, we'd be wearing women's clothing from the get go.

    I...
  22. I'm a CDer and a creepy guy :(

    I'm a CDer and a creepy guy :(
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    SSRIs seemed to increase my sex drive when I last...

    SSRIs seemed to increase my sex drive when I last took them. I think it was lexapro. I would literally go after any woman that moved, and crossdress every 2 hours or so for gratification.
  24. Oh god. I also remember seeing a show about GRS...

    Oh god. I also remember seeing a show about GRS when I was about 9 or 10. I was completely fascinated by transsexuals, but I never could and still can't put my finger on why. It wasn't like a "that's...
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    I hate crossing my legs like that. HUGE calves...

    I hate crossing my legs like that. HUGE calves crew<<<<< :)
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