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Well, I guess i'm an exception here, but since I've gone missing since my introduction these last few months I should say it was because I was looking into the possibility I was transgendered.
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My dreams are fairly disjointed. Last night I dreamed was in a hotel, but that the showers were like those in a college dorm, separate from the actual rooms and central to each floor. I though that...

Eh, I dunno, shirking the idea of therapy entirely isn't exactly the best idea.
Yes, I've had some therapy before and I was misdiagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome, but not all the treatment was...

Since I'm still looking into it and we're in the same state, who did you try? You can just PM me the answer if you don't to say it here. I'm just doing some research before i make contacts.

I've been pondering where I really stand of late and looked around some other CD/transgender sites. Laura's Playground actually does have a listing for gender therapists by state. Its something I've...

When I have the vivid dreams, they're often disjointed, stream-of-subconscious affairs. One of the more recent ones was actually placing me as the understudy of a female lead for a play and she...

While I'm still kinda sorting myself out, I've already lived a life where nothing I do is ever satisfactory to my parents. For whatever reason, whatever I enjoy, whatever path I've wanted to take has...

Doctor/patient confidentiality pretty much sums it up. If I was going for something a bit more serious or long-term than a physical exam or where family and friends visit, I'd probably dress normally...

Eh, I never forget a face or a name, unless its not an important one in which case I will.

I was buying a card for Mother's day last year and a woman at a register checked me out and asked if I...

Pretty much the story of the internet.

People come into X for reasons Y, Z, A, B, C, D, E and so on. And no matter which reason, some people focus on their own reason so much that they just feel...

I think I'm only different.

I just take it all with a grain of salt. I know I'm knew and realize that my goals might be too extreme or ambitious to other crossdressers that came out later while they were married, had kids and...

I guess you could say I'm in the beginner stages. Being single means I can pretty much gorge myself on information, but I'm taking the perspective of transitioning into a more regular crossdresser...

Well, just to put this another way - would you still feel like this if it was something else, like sports or woodworking or restoring a classic car? I ask because in some cases these are also things...

The decision to eliminate body hair was just as much a masculine as feminine choice for me. While I was not hairy to the point of which is seen in a negative light in movies, I found that keeping the...

Its more to the effect that I'm just way more meticulous as Nia. I started this routine before accepting her as part of myself, but in accepting her what would otherwise be a fad is a way of life...

Well, I might be hasty on throwing out the briefs. Since i like the feel of these boyshorts and the women's biker shorts and skorts I'll likely be getting soon, I may grab some of those boxerbriefs...

Eh, never got into drinking actually, I always saw beer and cigarettes as things that would limit my video game funds. Now I have girl funds, too. Besides, I always have fun observing others while...

Well, most of the work right now is centered on eliminating the gut or what contributes to it. I may negotiate with my parents and see if they'll give up their old treadmill or at least a the...

I guess this all boils down to your living situation. I'm single so I guess that offers me a bit more freedom to pursue my interest in crossdressing and practicing more feminine behaviors.

In...

Do you want a long answer or short answer?

Because I'm bad at short answers, but it would feel good to just get this all out of my system.

I guess there's a little bit of younger experiences,...

I chose Nia partly because it was an anagram of my actual name, but also because it bears the meaning of "radiance" in Gaelic and Welsh along with "purpose" in Swahli, though it also shares roots in...