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In a steel box buried next to the big oak tree

So glad it has been peaceful for you, im still married but only on paper, when I was "found out", it left the mark on the side of my head from a cast iron frying pan. it is DADT with more emphasis...

id be thrilled to be just old fat me...LOL

something I never have to worry about. I don't get hugs... haven't in at least 3-4 years anyway.. no one wants to touch me for some reason..:sad:

51, Central Pennsylvania

here's a question i've thought a lot about, while I never spend money on lottery tickets or gambling, First thing on the list, would be to loose 165 lbs, (divorce the wife), then after settling...

# 6, wife knows but has threatened me with bodily harm, like using a 9mm on me, if she see's hears' smells or tastes anything of it again when she first found out 15 yrs ago I took a cast iron...

I've been thru 2 purge cycles in the last 10 years, the first time was when I first was discovered by wife, she strong handed me (hit me with a cast iron frying pan), second was just 5 weeks ago,...

I have never been, and most likely with never be happy with who or what I am, I am not in a position that I can explore either side of me, I'm not happy as a girl, and miserable as a guy. My future...

This past week my wife, who hates my cross dressing habit, even hit me with a cast iron frying pan once, but has been quiet to this point, left one of her friends in on our little secret, How do I...

Everyone missed the first, Lots of smoke and Mirrors. No in all honesty, I know i will never "pass". but in my mind and what i see in the mirror is what matters most. My wife called me an Ugly...

Yep "Lola" has to be the ultimate classic trans song, goes a ways back, and I really dont believe people even knew what the song was about.

Wow, Crossdressing for me started early, at age 7 or 8, started when a cousin (girl) came to visit my mother for a week during the summer. she was a little older than me but was about the same size....

Not much of a hiding space, kinda in plain view, i keep my few things in a suit case, well carry on bag, safely stashed in the basement with all the other luggage. i have so little it feels empty. ...

I have shaved, and not shaved, only one that ever complained was my wife, she likes a furry chest, i cant stand hair, i still always shave pits, and keep hair trimmed rather short. I would love to...

I seem to be holding at 5'9", I always wear heels, 2-3 inch, otherwise i seem to feel out of proportion to the rest of my body. I still am under the 6' mark, which in most cases is enough to blend in...

I have purged so many times over the last 40 years that i would have a wonderful houseful of clothes, Ive bought and donated more girls clothes than i have ever owned as a guy. More shoes, wigs,...

I have been able to get dolled up in as little as ten minutes, but 30-40 after a 30 minute shower is more realistic, A quick job never turns out right.

I think it would be easier to ask when its not on my mind, I just envy those that can be who they truly are. I dream about being a girl full time, I dress as often as possible, makeup is a must,...

Good Luck, Just be glad its not your wife, or girlfriend, Mom's are rarely vindictive, they may blow up and not talk, but they don't usually fill in the whole world. My mother found me in a dress...

My Spouse is far from excited, she has reach a point that acceptance is out of the question, even a hint of CD'ing throws her into a rage. Once she evn hit me with a cast iron frying pan, most...

My Parents must have knew something when i was born, they gave me a name that is both male and female, just change in spelling. Jean. i guess it could be worse, but i will stick to it for the rest...