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Had i transitioned early(before puberty),my life would've been on a much better path.No gender dysphoria to constantly haunt me,much happier,more outgoing.
The down side would be my family ties...

In the past at age 5 up to my mid twenties it always turned me on.Already aroused, dressing up would heighten up the arousal and last for hours on end.It also brought on dysphoria which i didn't...

Back when i was living in the house i grew up in(parents,brother,sister),and felt that overwhelming urge and somebody was in the house.....suffered in silence praying for everyone to go...

5'4" 147lbs.Currently eating way less to drop some lbs.

This is precisely what i've been going thru.
I'm also single.

Here is what it is with me.My mom passed away march 2019 and i was named executor of estate with all the stress involved with that on...

Christmas time 1980 i will never forget.Back in those days i used to suppress for a while then let the pink fog hit over and over again thru the year.
So in 1980 Christmas was very close and i...

Well said Marianne.I think you summed this up very well.CDer's who fantasize about dating men basically fall into 2 groups.
1.Those who would want a full time relationship,sexual in nature and 2....

2 movies in particular did it for me.

An early scene in "The Crying Game".IRA prisoner Jody talking with Fergus saying Jude isn't his type,asks Fergus to come here.He comes over with a gun pointed...

For me,when i can't dress for 1 reason or another or lack the desire,A long weekend motorcycle trip is the best thing to fill the void.Certainly makes me forget everything else.

Enjoying the...

When i pursue my other interests,the best word i can come up with is "neutral".When sexuality comes into play,it brings along Gender dysphoria,thus i feel completely out of place as male.

When the weather is perfect for a weekend m/c ride(upstate NY,vermont) or when it's hot,humid...day to be out in the boat.He says "not on my time".He wins.

Most other times...when she wants to get...

I have fantasies of romance,foreplay...Him treating me like his "little girl".Satisfying him..... but sex....definitely no.

Sorry Sherry that you ever had to go thru the shame,guilt phase over the sexual aspect.This is something i never felt even tho my dressing was highly erotic when i was younger.That's what got me...

Sherri and Georgette,i write with limited knowledge of DQ performance.Never attended any DQ shows.You may be right,which leads to my question...If that's the case,what is it that distinguishes Drag...

My cd'ing started somewhere around age 5.I was aroused by my sister's dress and on impulse put it on.Was caught wearing it too.

Later in 1st grade,i was transfixed by my teacher and the dress she...

I'm partially trans meaning I'm halfway in the ts zone.50% gender dysphoria.I only realized this in my late 20's.My fantasies morphed from looking like women to being them in a man/woman...

Kate,that's entirely true that most gays don't understand us,the reason they "dig" drag queens and they're acts is that they mock/ridicule women and femininity while we admire and emulate women and...

At first glance it seems that women seem to be comfortable in high heels,but it didn't take long in my experience to realize that to wear heels for many hours straight can be sheer torture for...

Yes,that's a blusher of a story Jodee!Mine is quite a blusher too.I was caught the very first time at age 5 by my mother and sister wearing my sister's dress.Vaguely remember my sister saying "you...

The compliments I got in my pic threads did lift my spirits.And I do enjoy giving compliments on other threads when I'm really impressed how good/very attractive another member looks in their...

This happened to me last year(first time)at a T bar.He flirted a little at first then the deep kiss,let him initiate to see how it felt and wanted to take me to his place.Didn't even chat me up much...

My deepest regret,being born male or not being gender dysphoric enough in my early teens to give me the better direction to take.Didn't even know that term back then.In my whole life,I just couldn't...

Hardest part is going to a wedding in a shirt and tie,not the bride in the wedding dress!Torture for me.Also do not like LOUD band playing at wedding receptions(deaf in one ear).

Oooh if I can turn the clock back,i would not have suppressed it as I did sometimes in my "better" years.I would've had more fun with it now that I dress more "comprehensively" .

I'd love to...

I totally agree with that.It always struck me as strange that many CD'ers downplay or deny the sexual aspect of it.I'm sure most of us started out that way.Why else in the world would a young boy...