I have kept this part of me secret from the age of 12/13 until now, so 45 years. Married 28 years.
A few decades ago I would have said (3) ... still stigma around it, made the mistake of not...
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I have kept this part of me secret from the age of 12/13 until now, so 45 years. Married 28 years.
A few decades ago I would have said (3) ... still stigma around it, made the mistake of not...
How old were you when you first wore an item of women's clothing?
11? 12?
What item of clothing did you wear first?
Mom's bikinis or her bra?
Who did the clothing belong to?
Mom
Why did...
I must have started dressing in mom clothes around 12 or so, and had a very similar story to yours in my late teens (buying my own stuff when I could afford to and sneak it into the house). I knew no...
Was coming here to say exactly the same thing, Micki.
The two parts that hurt the most were: "you all identify firmly as males" and "your a bunch of heterosexual dudes that like to dress up". Who...
Level 4 ... experiment with 5 from time to time, but since I am closeted, it's not like it matters much.
1) Do you regret not telling your spouse?
Yes. Absolutely yes.
2) What regrets do you have if any?
well, not telling my wife. Feeling shame/guilt for too long. Not exploring my sexuality earlier...
1) Have you ever told anyone you were a Crossdresser? Yes. You all, two transformation makeup women, another forum, and some close friends in an on-line game.
2) Have you every shown anyone your...
If it hadn't been for COVID it would have been a perfect few months as someone closeted. Out of work and youngest away at uni. Dress three mornings a week when wife out. Now, kid home, wife home....
Always felt guilty ... neighbours house babysitting. Must have been 14. Hormones and puberty. Small kids in bed, the couple was always really late (1AM) and she was, thinking back on it, a stunningly...
Hmmm ... 44? 45 years now?
1) When did you start dressing? 12? 13?
2) At what age did you pick your name? Hmm. In the last decade? Wavered between Kathy and Julia all my life.
3) why did you pick that name ? It's pretty....
Lots of social games now where you can pick either gender to play. Some with a social lean, others with a more active sexual aspect as well. If you want to stay offline and simply solo play in a...
Nice blouse that hides my (small) belly ... probably polka dots, full wig makeup (such as I can manage) and jewellery, nice swingy skirt or perhaps a knit pencil skirt, stockings, nice lingerie and...
As Kym said, it's definitely not just "the clothes" for me.
The clothes (and wig, makeup to the best of my ability, breastforms or chest plate, jewellery, nails) are merely a physical...
Me!
Closeted, currently unemployed, and last kid off to university, it was the perfect girl time for me three days a week when my wife was out all morning. I'd get dressed up and lipstick on (see...
I like to dress but I'm not completely happy with my look, because ...
As a closeted dresser I have little time to watch and then apply lessons I glimpse about getting makeup right. I can't spend...
I imagine that coming out as a CD to my newly out transgender daughter would not be quite the worry it was a couple of years ago if she found out. That said .... still in closet mode.
Sounds perfect Sarah. Lovely day!!
I sympathize as well. I remain closeted because I think I have enough girl time when the opportunities arise, and yet am able to maintain the things I need stable in my life.
When and where I went to high school an "opposite dressing" day would not have been accepted by most of the school. Then again, there were no real rules against bullying in place back then in...
This. We bring the love into our lives we deserve. It sometimes takes a while to find, but it's there. And you found it. So lovely.
She's probing. In he gentlest way she knows how? I say, say yes once and then see.
I'm going to quote Micki ...
I might have a very slight attraction to myself when professionally done ... but pretty much the essence of what Micki has said resonates. When I had my first pro...
My 40s? Had younger kids then, but I finally ... finally ... gave up purging clothes, and hiding behind either the sexual fetish of dressing or still not accepting that when I dress I feel utterly...
Sounds amazing and having the support would be the only way I'd ever consider stepping out.