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I can't really say for sure how my friends and family would react to my coming out but I can guess the odds would not be in my favor. I have portrayed myself to all of them as the typical alpha male...

I used to "borrow" control top pantyhose from my mom and then wear my sisters bras and panties. 1979-1984. 11-16. I was kind of a devious child and teen always curious but something definitely stuck...

25/8 it dominates my thought. It never stops.

I would say I dress according to how I feel, I like to look like women I like or what I have seen them wear. I still like the 50's classic dress look or 80s skirt and blouse ensemble. I dress to what...

I went through the buying and purging routine for over two decades before finally giving in because through it all the desire and wanting never went or goes away. I had to go one way or another so I...

My wearing of a bra without breast forms feels just as good as if I do. If you have one that hugs your body along with panties it feels prrrrfect.

Around puberty I would sneak into my sisters or mothers bedroom and wear their panties or control garments. Looking back it all makes sense.

I got into the habit long ago of shaving all the necessary areas when I shower but yet I still felt unsatisfied and wanting of a smoother body. Shaving is time consuming and only lasts a day or two...

Cding and being feminine trolls my mind like no other. The money, time, and energy I have spent on being who I am has wasted my soul yet the desire and wanting never leaves. Being the youngest of...

Invest in breast forms if you like, they are worth it! Estrogen therapy might be a step too far for me personally but yet I fight the craving everyday. I should have done it when I was 10 instead of...

I have been cding since I was 9 years old and the desire has never left me in the 35+ years since. It has been daunting because of the time, money, and work involved yet satisfying in ways that make...

I always want to be in the pink mode because it never goes away. Definite triggers would be other females dressed like I like or images from tv. If I see soap operas or channels like we and oxygen I...

For me it was never a choice, just a burning desire that continues 24/7.

At 6' 5" I don't even attempt it...with my pumps I am like 6' 8".

I would say my family and friends perceive me to be a 4 on the XY scale with strangers posting a 3. In the XX arena I am a -10.

I don't even consider myself a crossdresser anymore, I am simply someone who embraces all things feminine.

This forum and my friends here are the first people I have ever told about my cding. After hiding in complete privacy for so many years I have found a supportive atmosphere online. In the outside...

I like to wear whatever makes me feel like I should. When I first starting cding it was certain items specifically by themselves, pantyhose, swimwear, but now I go for the complete look that is...

I have been in existence on this planet for 16,030 days (43) as a man and never knew that I was a woman before I was ever born.

I have never been caught in thirty plus years of feminizing myself to either friends or family. If I ever did I know for a fact those mentioned would not understand. The anxiety and personal cost of...

I would just pretend your sleeping or not at home. My secret is just that also and finding the time to be who I want to be in private can be daunting.

My desires are more old school like Norma, Joan or Barbara. If I had to choose someone from today it might be Kate Winslet.

I would love to have both but since the genie(hopefully Barbara Eden) grants only one it would have to be a vagina of course, I need that feeling. I can still feel my ultra small boobs.

I detest body hair other than maybe a thin landing strip. I first started shaving my entire body over two decades ago and simply love the feeling. Other posters are right, you can't stop once you...

I grew up as the baby of my family with three older sisters and I definitely took notice. My deviant behavior of wearing my sisters stuff made me shiver with delight yet on the inside I felt wrong in...