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Samantha.

No real idea why, but I've always liked that name. Plus it shortens to Sammie, which I really like as well. And also to Sam, which is pretty gender neutral, which I also like.
Haven't...

Zuzana Light!

One day I will have abs like hers...one day.

I don't really see myself as male anymore, I am simply more feminine when I am dressed.
So yeah, it doesn't matter what "mode" I come online as. I always think of myself as Samantha now anyway.

Well, I honestly can't remember anything like that for myself.
But I do know I've always preferred playing female characters in video games. Does that count?

If I was "normal", or even if I was born a genetic girl, I would most likely have never found this forum and all of you lovely people.
So I think I'll stay being a crossdresser. :)