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Curse, although without 'this' whatever this may end up being, is what makes me who I am and without it the self as I know it would cease to be. I don't know if I will ever feel that it is a gift,...

Usually it starts with the desire to wear the outfit, then comes the envy of not having the right shape to fill out said outfit and lastly there is lusting after the woman herself, which doesn't...

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I've been feeling very confused recently, it has been a primary contributor to much of my angst as of late.

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That's great Jeanette, grats! :)

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6' 2" 245 Lbs here. Still having a bit of trial and error buying clothes that fit. The main reason is that most of my clothing thus far has been purchased directly from sellers in Asia and the charts...

Sub-30 with no SO.

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I didn't fully accept myself until last year, seemed like a long time coming to be honest. Even since accepting myself, there have been ups and downs with all this. The only advice I can give is to...

I would want to be a feminized version of myself with a few caveats. I would like to be shorter (about 5'5" or so) with an hourglass body shape, have blue eyes instead of my brown ones and have the...

Nope, I'll dress sexy sometimes but it isn't sexual for me. To clarify, I get an emotional release from my dressing rather an... *Ahem* physical one.

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Wow, I'd love to have a few days of being fully 'dressed' to test this theory. I don't think I would get bored, at least in regards to dressing.

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I'm perfectly normal, at least that's what the purple flying hippo keeps telling me ;)



I'm the same way.

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I'm a closeted dresser and I haven't tried makeup yet, but I think with enough practice with makeup I would be able to blend fairly well. When I eventually go out in public, the things that would...

My entire life I had always been really overweight. I had been eating myself to an early grave. A few years ago I decided that I was sick of being miserable and with the help and encouragement of...

I feel pretty 'girly' most of the time. It really kicks into overdrive though when I look through fashion/clothing magazines or when I look at dresses online.

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They don't want to "sully" the store image or something? Your money is just as good as anyone else's. Things like this just solidify the fact that we are considered "less than" and that is very...

Not quite a bet but when I was around 4-5 years old, my older sister said she would give me $5 if I would let her dress me up. I agreed and she dressed me up in a white frilly dress, blonde curly wig...

"How often you crossdress?"
-Usually once or twice a week.

"When do you crossdress?"
-Later at night, when everyone else is asleep.

"Do you have your own cloths (how do you buy them) or you...

A couple ways I've been saving money is letting my hair grow longer so as to forego buying a wig, at least at this point in time. The other way isn't intentional but I've always had larger than...

I've never been in a relationship, serious or otherwise even before I started dressing. I've had a few times where family members tried to set me up with someone but I wasn't interested in the...

My personality when en femme was and always has been my true personality, my 'male' side is just an act, one brought about by years of conditioning and repression. In time, I hope to break down the...

That's wonderful Gwendolyn!

Despite a couple of hitches it sounded like you had a good time. Your courage is inspiring, I only hope my first (eventual) outing goes half as well as yours. I think...

Originally I had tried to covertly ask my dad what him and my mom would have named me had I been born a girl. Unfortunately, he had said that they didn't really have any names thought up at the time...