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Male, age 47, still slaving my life away, enjoys alone time in satin and nylon. Never been seen (that I know of) en femme, and scared to death of it.

I understand, but in my case, it is my wife. I confessed to her, but it is the 800 pound gorilla in the room.

Just as I came to accept this, she lost her job and seems to have no interest in...

Since my first post, I came out to a friend, and had a short talk to her over the computer, but have not had contact with her since then. Not sure if it is just life or avoidance, just have to see...

Masculine: Football and beer.

Feminine: nightgown

I have set out many times to go to Fashion bug and buy my own things, but always end up walking by quickly while glancing at what I can see through the store windows. It's like there is an invisible...

Thanks to all that posted.

I have looked for local groups and have found none at this point, and there are none that I have found. I just wish there was somebody that I could sit and have a glass...

Without going into a bunch of background, I feel so alone.

Once I started coming to grips with all this, I told my mom. She was not very receptive, even with my past background as a teen.

When...

I mainly grew up with my mom, sister, and female cousin.

My sister and cousin dressed me up two or three times when I was young, but my mom never did or encourage me to.

In my teens, a few...

I have an older sister only, she is less than 2 years older than I.
I was able to use either hand equally as well until I was forced to pick one in school, now I just use my right hand and have very...

Congratulations on having the nerve to do that early. I regret no doing that early when I had the chance to state who I was.

So many years later everything becomes so much harder. Self acceptance,...

Still trying to figure out my situation.
When I started to accept myself, I started to redefine myself as a crossdresser, but have come to terms and it has become more of an incororation than...

I think it is great that you are so accepting, and you BF is very lucky.

I told my wife, and she said she was accepting, but she has since ignored and avoids any type of conversation about it, so...

I woke up this morning at 2:00 AM, and decided to check out the boards.
I usually don't leave my room dressed, but I spent this morning in my nightie. When the craving for a smoke came (don't smoke...

Sounds like a great Job, congratulations! Your supervisor/boss has given you the chance to be yourself, something that not many have the chance to experience.

Not many get the chance to truely...

This is very close to my situation

The research I had done says to exfoliate to reduce ingrown hairs, it does seem to help.

As far as long term, I hope it gets better.

That was a wonderful read Danni!

It sounded like a very special time you had with your mother. I hope you two can finish the conversation.

I don't know how many have shared my experience but..I came out to my wife for my mental health, and I had been starting to get bolder and it was a matter of time until she found out on her own, so I...

I don't go out, so I dont dress to stand out, and I like to think if I did go out, I would not like to stand out. I have very feminine but conservative tastes.

That's awesome Steph! I'm very happy for both you and your wife!
I hope you can both have a great time with this.

I know self acceptance has been very hard for me.

Have a nice blue nylon nightie that falls below my knees, I love the lightness and softness of it. The night gown has become my favorite atricle, and would love to buy a full gown, but I know what I...

My wife said she was accepting, but she refuses to talk about it, even though I have left my nightgown out for the past 2 weeks.

Awesome Sara!
In NJ as well, so this caught my attention. Any chance they are in NE NJ?

I used to think I had well developed pecs until I shaved my chest, found out they were moobs (A tending towards B).
I was upset until I remebered that I spent $100 to try to look like that, then I...

I was dressed when I was young, and loved it from the first time.

After reading all the responses to the question, I have to agree with all of them. I was too young the first time to find it a...