Search:

at least 400-500, maybe more, although most will never see the light of day LOL.

I have even more on another desktop that sh*t the bed on me, including some pics of me out and some of my earliest...

It doesn't make me wonder about his motives at all! LOL

this is such a great thread--I've loved reading all the responses here. We really are far from a monolithic group! Thanks Di!

1) I don't underdress, never have. Maybe not never--I have tried it,...

[QUOTE=jamienoir;4498277]Deep, deep, deep down in this person's sub-conscious he probably wants to see you dressed (or is interested).[/QUOTE

This was my reaction as well. I wouldn't be all that...

I love what Sandi said although I tended to be shy even when I was going out. I know I also missed out on a lot of things because of that. Saying all that, I'm firmly in #1, and halfway into #2, as I...

I guess I'd say I'm better than average looking as a man, but I don't always feel like I am. My insecurity has kept me from asking out many many women that I thought were out of my league.

As a...

No 'mommy' here either. I did meet a crossdresser when I was like 19-20 yrs old and she was willing to play that role (I think) but I was waaaay too inexperienced and nervous and in deep deep denial...

I can absolutely relate, Charlotte. The intense high that only crossdressing can bring, once it starts to dissipate, leaves me feeling like you described. And that depression can be awful....

Ditto, Erin. I am also 5'7 1/2" and I am *not* saying how much I weigh, but I am working on it! lol

Despite being a proud member of the Big Boobies Booster Society (BBBS), I can honestly say this has never happened to me. Have you ever tried typing or using an ATM with acrylic nails though? That's...

I love this so much, Alexis. And I see myself a lot in your story. Oh the guilt and shame spirals are awful, while the highs and the pink fogs are equally demanding! But you seem like you're in a...

great thread!

I would say for me it was the first time I dressed head to toe, not just trying on my mom's clothes, but my cousin, who is only a year or two older than me, came to live with us when...

I regret every time I purged. I decided like 5-6 years ago that I would never purge again, and I haven't. I do *not* regret that decision at all!

At least two ex-gfs asked me if they could put mascara on my lashes (i'm lucky that my lashes are full and long) and paint my toenails. Like Deborah, I was too caught up in being macho and pretended...

Peggy Bundy! Or Veronica, from Betty and Veronica LOL

I was 7 or 8 and we lived with my girl cousins for a time. In a family of all boys except my mom, I'd never been around girls stuff like this before. One thing I remember is really enjoying playing...

Oh I've spent too much and been with people and in situations that I didn't know all that well and in hindsight probably am lucky to come out of it relatively unscathed. But I have also met cool...

I would love to go back to 20 or 21 and be more open and accepting of myself and less worried about what others think. Then again I suppose I can do that now, except I wouldn't have the body I had...

My inspirations are Lynda carter and Sofia Vergara, which is probably not unlike many GGs in the world, except only much less attainable for me by varying degrees and for obvious reasons LOL. All to...

So many lost pairs of shoes, dresses, skirts, WIGS, lingerie, bags, jewelry (usually cheap but still) and even a set of silicone forms...all lost in several purges, each one more painful than the...

I like this reply and I have thought about this a lot recently: most of who I am as "a man" could easily be lived and enjoyed as a a woman. I suppose the perks of being a man would be hard to give...

I agree with SaraLin: I feel like I'm a better person, and I'd add to that and say I'm a better person now than when I was denying it to myself and shaming myself for it. In other words, cding alone...

micki cuts right to the quick, LOL. But I think she's right. Effort might point to a larger truth. I try to look nice either way I present and in fact, being fussy about my female appearance taught...

such great advice here. Way back when I first joined this site, I had similar questions but never thought to ask them (duh), so I'm glad you did. Back then I heard that you should check your car...

I completely relate and understand...and I have to confess that, while I've longed for a cd girlfriend to just hang with and have even met some that I could see myself potentially having that kind of...