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Hi everybody.
Quick update, Im not really rejoining the site, although I have been feeling like geeting back into my CD which Im still very weary of.

Anywho, I had a funny idea I just wanted to...

A few months ago, when I was still living on my own, I had just recieved a package in the mail with a dress that I had ordered online. And shortly after I walked in with it, there was a knock on my...

Alright... heres the biggest detail Ive left out.
I am a MAJOR mama's boy. Granted, Im an adult. But my mothers thoughts and opinions are VERY important to me. And, both my mother and I are...

You know what, I think I just answered my own question. I think my self esteem is the key issue here for my problems. I am very uncomfortable with myself. Im overweight, I cant get a date with...

And I partially agree with that theory. But as I noted. My self esteem is way too low for me to want to start dating. Im EXTREMELY uncomfortable with myself. And for more than just my CD desires......

Two ways to go, yes. But which way is correct? Ignore my desires and pay more attention to my life? Or ignore my life and pay more attention to my desires? In my world, both are not possible. 1-...

Allow me to reiterate a previous thread Ive recently posted here. I believe Ive finally figured out how to express my feelings.

I have a strong, overwhelming desire to CD. But Im against my desire...

For me, I really like name the Jennifer. Then I thought what middle name would go good with that. Then Anne came to nimd. Then finally the name Taylor for a last name I liked because there's a woman...

Here's something I felt this morning:
I prayed about my feelings, and I felt that my desire is a part of me. Its inscripted in my code, so to speak. I felt I heard that CDing will help me mentally,...

Ok, here's the truth about me:
Im afraid to restart CDing because Im not mentally or emotional set where I need to be. Im a 25 year old person, with the mental and emotional mind set of a child. I...

I think my biggest "problem" with CDing, is that Im still VERY afraid of the opinions of others.

(Also, Lets please not bring up the subject of sin again. I dont want my thread deleted again.)

The original version of this thread was deleted because religion was discussed. Which I was reminded is a site no no. So I'll do my best not to include religion, if I can help it, LOL.

So, what I...

I own and wear 3 and 4 inch heels.

So, my question is how can I improve my "womanly" walk? I can wear and walk in my heels easily enough. But I still walk in my male ways. I know practice will help, but I just cant figure out a...

I just recently learned a thing or two about wigs. My new wig looks GREAT, but its also so HOT. And then a new pair of heels I just got make my feet look SEXY! But I just dont know how to walk in...

Heres a skirt I just purchased that I CANT WAIT to put on!
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Thank you all SO much for your love and support. Its been VERY helpful.

Yes BLUE, I spent $112 just about. And that was just a pack of panties, a bra and 1 pair of shoes.

GOOD NEWS!
My purge is over!

I just got some clothes to help me get back in the mood. And, I shipped my order in my female name. WOW, what a rush Im feeling right now!!!!!

I went through a purge almost two months ago thats honestly still in effect for me. But I think Im coming out of my "funk". But with my crossdressing, Ive never taken it further than clothes and...

Ok, I think I understand now. Thank you Nicole.

Heres the thing. Ive still not figured out if CD is for me or not. In the past 9 months, Ive gone through 2 purges, the last one still in effect. And as far as my CD experience goes, Ive only ever...

Oh! So my understanding of a therapist is wrong. He'll help sprt through my feelings, but the final decision is mine. Ok.

I've made an appointment with a therapist about my cross dressing. The thing is, I want him to promote my feelings and help me do it. So I would like to know what I should do if he does not promote...

When I say I want to be a woman, I mean look and fell like one. But nothing on a permanent scale.