Hmmm, if you post so much here, the question is why? Is it because you have no one else to talk to about this? If your wife doesn't want to talk about this, where else can you go? I have very few people I can speak to about this, my wife doesn't want to discuss it, know about it, etc. I can talk to a few other cders about it, and do, but I prefer the more varied experiences that I get here. Still, there is more to do in life than than just speak of crossdressing. There is family, friends, your good times, finances, church, movies, etc. Do you get along ok outside of the cding subject? If so, than maybe by discussing these other common subjects you will both feel better, and who knows, maybe she will see that you are not all that changed anyway (other than the clothes of course).

I have always respected your posts, and hope that you can continue. Honestly i think cutting back, though, couldn't hurt, to be honest. We'll still be here.