Here it is , and I just don’t know why, but I have a fear of meeting with other cd's , I don’t know why it makes no sense, but it's there, now I have meet two gg's that I have talked with for a long time on line , and I could not make plan’s to meet them, it was a just do it now (spear of the moment kind of thing) . But I did meet them,
I am ashamed of this, but for me it is there, its real, and I don’t know why, it’s irrational. Do any of you have this fear? Or can any of you explain this so I can under stand and get over (hopefully) this unjustified fear. Joining a group has been one of the things I have wanted to do but there are no groups in my area just gurls like me and I just shy away from meeting them, I’m not trying to diss anyone, just get a handle on a feeling I don’t understand.