I didn’t “cheat” on her, didn’t “go steppin’ out with some sweet young thang” , but I still feel like dirt. The local Dress Barn had remodeled during the months of Feb and March and yesterday they had a “Welcome Back shopping party” with 15% off your total. ( Who can resist? )
The only problem was, this “party” was between 5pm and 7pm . To be able to attend I had to do the “Honey, I’m working late at the office.” thing.
While I did have fun and found a nice dress, I still felt like dirt having lied and gone sneaking around. Odd thing is, if I do some shopping during the day when I should be working I don’t feel bad at all. Being self employed I can get away with “dodging work” for a bit. Simply do my shopping / browsing and don’t think about it. Of course I also don’t say anything when I do get home. Lie by omission? I suppose I could beat myself up over this.
It’s not like she doesn’t “know” about my dressing, it’s more like she doesn’t quite understand just how much I have, (ain’t gonna tell her either). There was a fashion show about 2 weeks before Valentine Day and I commented about wanting to go to it. The thing was to start around 8 pm. Of course I got all sorts of grief: “Why do you want to go to THAT?” “You don’t need anything” “I wouldn’t wear THAT kind of stuff”
To keep some peace I decided to not go. The evening of the show around 7:30 I hear, “I thought you were going to that show” Much too late to even think about getting cleaned up to go. Said I had changed my mind and she says something to the effect of, you could have gone if you really wanted to. (which means: you go out of this house now, … carry your bags, because you’re NOT getting back in)
So, I had to tell a lie to “sneak out”. No “lie” is justified, sometimes it’s the safest course of action. If I’d said something like “The pink fog carried me away” she wouldn’t understand. Fortunately, most everybody here does.
So, burn me at the stake for telling her a lie, or at least call me an idiot for confessing my sin.
Just had to say something to somebody who “understands and knows”