OK, I admit defeat... I FAILED at quitting crossdressing! What keeps me addicted now? I love admiring my crossdressed dolled up beauty in front of a full length mirror! I love wearing a skirt suit and feeling like a chic professional woman... I love wearing my cheerleader outfits and feeling like an Alpha Chick! I love my schoolgirl outfits and feeling like a naughty little cute schoolgirl! I love wearing a 1 pc swimsuit and wishing I had a beautiful hourgalss figure + boobs to stare at! And then my sexuality only often works crossdressed when I go solo...
But I'm a straight guy into women!
So why do you fail at quitting crossdressing when you quit and came back?
Luckily, at my latest Feb 09 purge, - I think I recovered everything!
And my clothes collection is ULTRABAD and it keeps me addicted! I think I have over $20,000 of womens clothes! TOO PAINFUL TO PURGE!
I tell God if he wants me to quit [or try my best to quit] bless me with a beautiful woman that "lights up my heart" and that fits my size 4 to 6 clothes and bless me with a good income to keep her! So... there's no need for me to purge!
I'm so lucky I'm a size 4 to 6!