[SIZE="4"] This is the thing that still bums me. That I didn't tell her for 3 years. Recently she said to me, "I don't care if you stink". I guess it must be love.
As for the sexual part, I had that when I first entered puberty but I never felt guilty about it. After a while I fully identified with the gender I was dressed as and and now I really don't even need to dress to realize my gender identity. [/SIZE]