Before I popped on this site tonight, I swung by the local 7-11(guy-mode), to get a frozen coke and some candy. While looking at the candy, I noticed two very pretty, 20-something, girls paying for their stuff. They were dressed very nice and had the most beautiful dark hair. One of them had a killer pair of black, peep toe heels on too.
All I could think about was wanting to be like them, look like them, ect. ect. It wasn't until i was walking out, and caught my reflection in the glass, that I realized I was a decent looking guy, and enjoyed being the part. That I would have probably liked to date either of those lovely young ladies, back in the day when I was younger & single.
Anyways, I realized that I liked my posistion in life. That I was able to experience, and enjoy both genders to a certain degree. Specially with my female side being out of the closet somewhat, and being a few places within the last year..
It was a nice revelation, because most the time I'm singing the, "I wish I was her" or " I want to look like her" blues.
Anyone else ever feel this?