Right now my transition is at a stand still and I find it hard to get up each morning as I am working 2 jobs, and some 60 hours a week, to get up the funds. Plus I am trying to get money together and time off to start testosterone. This being said, my girlfriend has also recently cheated on me with one of my exes, just a kiss but still and we are on break. It hurts so bad because I love her so much and even though I have been an asshole sometimes I have never tried to hurt her. Right now I feel like my heart is going to shatter and just want to be held. Not fun emotions for a guy like me.
Just has to get it off my chest and for 10hours of work.