To all my friends here at the forum who have given me great advise,and support, i wish to say thank you. It is a sad week in the fact that i agreed to a ultamadum that my wife impossed.
I have removed all Nadeens existance from the residence and agreed not to dress anymore.
Thou i removed it my wife took a day off too pack it, she clearly will not move on her position,and feels that my Son would not benefit from this part of me at all. And with a large family i have she is worried about her image if my sister desides her personal dislikes should be shared with my siblings.
Once again i revert back to the closet. At 49 i thought i was pass this point in my life, but unreasonable that i may feel in my heart with my wifes position she in fact is my wife and a great mother too our children.
And when she aked me what was more importance Nadeen or her the truth is answer in a millisecond Her.
I do however feel displaced now but this forum has allways been kind and i ask my fellow CD'ERS to forgive me.
I still have personal santuary in my office, and private cpu.
With Love And Respect Sincerly Nadeen