New bikini brings a tear to my eye

[5150 Girl]

Lat night at Wally World my SO spotted a sale rack, and tells me I need a 2pce bikini. Well, I was a bit insecure about it, as I really didn't think a bathing suit, let alone a string bikini would be "right" for me. (I figgured I'd look like crap) My Polar Bear said, "If I'm going to put you in drag competitons, you will need a string bikini"
So she makes me get one, and I try it on when we got home. Wow! with some shaving, I'll be awsome in this! Then I tryed on one of her old 1 pice suits. Again, very cool.
Now the part that made me sad...
I thought about all the years I spent with an unsuporting, opressive bi**ch. Then I imagine if I had met my Polar bear 20 years ago, where could I have been by now? Could people be saying "Rue Paul who? It's 5150 time" Now I fear I may be a bit old to realy make a name for myself. A conceate to be sure, but you know.....

[gretchen2]

Life is so much easier with a supporting SO. So to hell with the past.

[docrobbysherry]

Uh, ----- your "polar bear"? I'd LOVE a CD tolerant female in my life, but-------------------------OK! I'm NOT going there!

[Rachel Morley]

I know how you feel. I'm also in a relationship where my SO is very encouraging of my crossdressing too. I said to her "it's so sad that we didn't meet when we were in our 20's - we could have a longer happier time doing all this if we did". She said, that it wasn't meant to be. She said at that time in our lives, she probably wasn't ready for me and I probably wasn't ready for her either. Looking back on it she might be right. You (and me) had to go through that other bad relationship first to know and appreciate just how good we've got it now Don't worry - God has a plan - it was meant to be

[Angie G]

You Have made a name for yourself with us. Or should I say number.
Angie

[5150 Girl]

Yes, Polar Bear. She prefers cold weather for some odd reason.

And yes God has a plan. As it happens my Polar Bear was a nurse. My Grandpa is getting on in years. She has been very instramental in helping me take caare of him. I think that's why the timing worked out as it did.

[pattyv]

I know how you feel. I'm also in a relationship where my SO is very encouraging of my crossdressing too. I said to her "it's so sad that we didn't meet when we were in our 20's - we could have a longer happier time doing all this if we did". She said, that it wasn't meant to be. She said at that time in our lives, she probably wasn't ready for me and I probably wasn't ready for her either. Looking back on it she might be right. You (and me) had to go through that other bad relationship first to know and appreciate just how good we've got it now Don't worry - God has a plan - it was meant to be

I like you.

[sissystephanie]

My wife and I got married in our 20's! She knew about my CD activities from the gitgo! We were together for 49+ years before cancer took her! A supportive wife or So makes all the difference in the world.

Oh, and the bikini? I wore a yellow polka dot bikini (top and bottom) on the beach in Maui some years ago. Wonder how many pictures of me are floating around somewhere? I can't find mine!! My dear wife, who bought it for me, thought I looked great. Would not do so now, too much tummy!!