My wife accepts my crossdressing to a point. She allows me to dress 24/7 and does call me by my female name. However it has come with a great price. It has now been more then 10 years since my wife and I have had any physical contact with one another. No Kiss, No Hug, No Holding Hands, No Sleeping Together, nothing. Believe it or not we don't fight but she wants nothing to do with me physically. I wonder how many others live with their SO like that or am I the only one. We have been married 37 years and she has known about my crossdressing for 35 of them. I do still love her with all my heart and I believe she cares about me but being who I am has put a wall between us that at this point can't be broken. I would hope that I am the only one that is like that because life has not been easy to live that way.