After putting if off for silly fears I have decided to go see a counselor who specializes in gender identity issues. My issues with gender identity has come to a head this past week as I spent more time as Kristin than my male self (Yes, I know my SN says Joselyn, but that was a quick name I thought of, but I identify as Kristin more). I felt more relaxed and at ease. When I did change back to drab, all I could think about was becoming Kristin once more again. I couldn't concentrate on my research at the university. Becoming Kristin was the only thing on my brain. I am tired of feeling ashamed for being who I am. My wife knows that I dress and is only somewhat supportive. She just doesn't like it when I borrow her makeup . I am excited to meet someone who can help me answer the many question I have about myself.
-Kristin