Since the first time I came out to a GG friend, I've been able to enjoy having a confidant or ally about crossdressing for most part over the past few years. I've had to tell other GG friends as time has gone by by for some reason or another these confidential and supportive friends seem to go their own way and move on in some way or another and I'm once again without a so called accomplice and I'm becoming desperate to have someone to talk to about it with, dress up with, go shopping with, etc.
Going through a mental list of my GG friends, I can't think of a single person that I would be comfortable telling. Someone who I feel would be accepting and supportive but also trustworthy.
I think I need to make some new friends so I can find someone but not sure where to look because I live in such a conservative area. Most people regard crossdressing as some kind of sin or some bizarre deviant behavior.
But at the same time I can't help but to feel like a little selfish when I tell friends about my crossdressing. Hey, let's go shopping, hey can I come over and dress up. Is it fair to others to start a friendship just so I have someone to help me shop and dress?
I'm kind of rambling now but any ideas or feedback would be great.