Ok I am not sure that I am going to ask this correctly, but here I go. I know that I am a crossdresser and will always be a crossdresser, however I am questioning myself now as to what it is that I want when I dress. What are my intentions. When I dress I feel complete as a PERSON I love the feeling and the thoughts that come with dressing feminine. I haven't been able to dress alot since telling my wife, (mostly out of fear of rejection) Now I know that I do not want to have men pursueing me while I am dressed, but I do wish to go out en femme sometime. I think this is what might bother most women when we dress. So my question to all of you is WHAT are your intentions while dressed en femme? For me I am trying to answer this very question as I type this. Maybe I know and I am just afraid to admit it or maybe not being able to dress is confusing me more now?