Hi,
My name is Tanya and I am new to the forum. I am really keen to hear some opinions from genetic woman. I am married to a wonderful woman who I love very much but is neither understanding or accepting of my cross dressing.
On the one and only time she saw me cross dressed for a fancy dress as "Heidi" she asked me is I fancy myself as a woman in a playfull way, told me I looked cute, had a good figure and could dress as a girl. I was head over heels and thought all my dreams were coming true after 18 years as a closet CD. I thought I could use as an intro to come out, unfortunately the fairy tale ends there.
Everytime I try to raise cross dressing I get either the cold shoulder or put downs.
In other respects we have a good marriage and beleive it or not i think one of the things she values in me is my feminine side (good listner, sensitive, kind and considerate and love endless shopping) I am not the arrogant macho type that she dislikes so much but my freinds and colleugues consider me to have a good sense of humour and in my career (in a make dominated world) I have been extremley successful. I have mostly female freinds and we are close (as they are freind of both of us and because of the children I have never come out to them).
Question is are there no woman out there who could accept someone like me? One of the reasons for "outing myself" to my wife was that if I revealed my darkest secret it would not only releive lots of stress and anxiety but would bring us closer together and enhance our relationship (secretley I hoped that it would maybe lead to other things to enrich the relationship) and more importantly show her how i trust her so much as to be able to tell her.
Any idea where I am going wrong?: