hi all.i have been dressing since early teens as some of you already know and over the years i have become much more comfortable with accepting who i am in that respect.i've also been guilty for many years of the fantasy of having a man when being joanne but thats where it usually stayed.ive always dated women and even been engaged once but lately i have found myself looking at men much more than women even when in drab and have a strong attraction to a guy at work who is straight.has this always been with me? i feel that at 38 i'm a bit old to be questioning my sexuality