ok so i am still very much in the closet with my crossdressing and the most i have ever done is going to the store wearing nail polish and buying a pair of panties but today i went a step further. i actually got up the guts to go to Payless and look at the shoes! i went in and had a very pretty pink nail polish on my finger nails and toe nails, then i went in and started trying on the high heels! it was the greatest feeling ever because i had never really tried on any that fit me before. so i tried on every pair in my size, and ended up buying a pair of black pumps for only 15 bucks! what a great deal and an over all awesome experience! so now i just need to actually wear them out!