Yay Helen gave me my 'T' shot for the first time today it went really well didn't feel a thing I told the nurse about my chest surgery and about my feelings towards how its gonna be done she was really happy for me I just wish things would get going now coz I am having issues with my dysphoria and its becoming really stressfull especially in the work place where some peeps are still having issue remembering the right pronouns and such like I wouldn't mind mt facial hair is noticable now and the shadow on my face which it creates! Oh well such is the life of a trassexual working full time in an institution - guess! The positives are people who don't know me never get it wrong so that kinda balances things out I guess xx Felix