I really don't know if this is a common trait that crossdressers have but I have realized that the older i get the more i shy away from guys and feel more comfortable around girls. I didn't notice that until one day a good looking firefighter told me hello at a grocery store. My face turned into the color of his fire truck and i coasted away hoping he didn't see me blush. it was terrible. its hard for me to talk with good looking guys. i get shy and uncomfortable. with women on the other hand i feel like im home. im just chillin and hanging out can talk about anything type of thing. I feel like the supportive GGs are the only people on earth that can be my best friends and make me feel happy and inspired.
For a long time I've tried to flirt with girls and get to know them and the farthest i ever got was to know their name and where they were from, and maybe, maybe if i was lucky i got their phone number and at the end nothing came out of my efforts, so we either became two people who know each other or friends.
So i got sick and tired and finally gave up until this one girl approached me which is something that happens once in a blue moon. so i took the opportunity and we got to know each other. the first 2 weeks was crazy fun. we basically spend a lot of time together holding hands and loving each other until my opportunity to have sex came about and i didn't do anything about it and i don't know why. one week later i felt things are not gonna work out so we kind of drifted of apart and went about our ways. we stayed friends though. funny thing is i recall her telling me something about me having a female heart. back when she said it i didn't pay much attention since i was so into the relationship but now i realize just how much was she able to read me.
so girls are just becoming more friends than partners. any thoughts anyone?