I too have dreamed of a sex change at one time. I wnated to be able to go into amny place But the pat knowing that I was a real women. But the road to having a sex change is long, painfull and expensive. I am satisfied with being a in the closet cross dresser. I still have my family and friends. My wife is the only one that know I dress. I think if I told her I wanted a sex change, she would leave. If you think its worth it, go ahead and pursue you dream. Good luck.