This is about testosterone. I've manipulated my hormones through nutritional means to have extremely high free testosterone. My total testosterone is perfectly normal for a woman, although robust. My free testosterone is at an elderly man's level. I've been this way for quite a few years. I like being this way. I've taken temporary vacations, and I always come back to being like this.
Now I was a tomboy as a girl, and in college I dressed as a man from peer pressure (there was a strong militant feminist contingent that disapproved of anything girlie at my college). I wore men's clothing down to my shoes (except for my underwear) and had a boy's haircut to fit in. But I do feel like a woman, just not very "girlie" usually. More womanly I suppose.
I've always had a hard time sustaining friendships with women, and now especially that I'm keeping my free T high it's almost like I can't communicate with them anymore without making them annoyed with me somehow. Or maybe it's just that I'm basically annoying, that might be it too! I've always got along really great with men.
With the men here, did you have any troubles with communicating with women, and if so, did it get worse when you went on T treatment? Just curious. And also, do you have any tips?