For me, once I got into my twenties and I was married and dressing as often as I could behind my ex-wife back, I became much less interested in sex with her. My total turn on became wearing her clothes and becoming the real me. I found relief mostly through masturbation while looking at my pretty reflection in the mirror. It got to the point that she'd try and turn me on in bed, but I wasn't able to do much as I'd probably had sex alone a few times that day.
I'm sure that was one of the major factors in our break up, and I can't say as I blame her a bit. If I knew where she was today, I'd apologize to her. I know now I was obsessed with crossdressing, and I still may be. The big difference is that my wife now is very accepting of it, so I'm well out of the closet.
So if anyone else has been through something like this, I'd like to hear your story. I think it will help some of the other girls here who might be in the same position.
Karen
