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    How does it affect you?

    In my continuing quest for understanding I'm wondering how crossdressing affects your life. Is it in a postive or negative way or both? How so? I am not referring to how it makes you feel. More like how it affects you life's dynamics like relationships, livlihood, friendships, etc. What , if any, adjustments do you have to make to compensate? This is open for comment to absolutely everyone, including SO's.
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    tough question to ask .as i think it affects us all differently ,

    its funny as my CDing has moved on to another phase as i get older . in my younger days i dont think it affected life too much , but as the years get on i am getting more and more hooked on it , i am still in the closset so my main problem is finding the time to go further ,

    i am frustraited at being in the closset so this causes stress and tension in my relationship .and when i know i have time alone everything gets pushed aside to make room for pernlle to be pernille , so phisically and mentallly it has big effect on me and that affects my family ,( unfortunatly in a negative way)

    i also find i spend may hours on this forum, maybe searching for the ultimate answer, or using it as an outlet to my frustration, so even though no one knows about pernille she has a big efect on my surounding family and my time .

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    I really can't say how it's affected our relationship for sure, since we're apart, but as of right now, I actually think it's improved our relationship (Not that it was going bad before, but still). I'm excited about the prospect of taking him out and treating him like a lady, helping him shop, ect. It really gives us something to look forward to.

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    It affects everything but in subtle ways: for one, I seek opportunities to dress and when I have them, I try not to let other matters or experiences get in the way. Consequently, since I'm not completely out of the closet, I turn down some invitations and spend quite a bit of time by myself. I'm not unhappy with that, but it does take a bit of a toll.
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    For me

    It's not like CD affects my life- more my life impacts my ability to CD. It's something I think about whenever I meet someone- how would they react, etc. Ironically does make me much less able to be around intolerant or bigoted people. Before when my CD habits are underground even to my wife, I just sort of listened and put up with it- now I just avoid them like the plague after the first sign of ignorance. On the other hand, it's given me much greater courage to do social things which previously I would have done about anything to avoid- when I go it gives me something to think about (namely how it would feel to be there dressed, etc) rather than just being bored...

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    I believe that Linnea sums it up rather well.

    For myself dressing is a hobby, a hobby I can only pursue when my wife is out (she knows I dress and is tolerant but that's our arrangement.) Any time my wife is out for perhaps more than two hours on go the fineries and drab life comes to a halt.

    Not to complain but I do lament that I cannot be more choosy as to when I dress. Alone time is always enjoyed whether I dress or not but dressing further isolates me from other life opportunities. It's clearly what I choose but I am learning to say no to dressing on some occasions so that I may accomplish more in my standard drab life...which is equally as important to me



    Quote Originally Posted by linnea View Post
    It affects everything but in subtle ways: for one, I seek opportunities to dress and when I have them, I try not to let other matters or experiences get in the way. Consequently, since I'm not completely out of the closet, I turn down some invitations and spend quite a bit of time by myself. I'm not unhappy with that, but it does take a bit of a toll.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Denise Rhodes
    In my continuing quest for understanding I'm wondering how crossdressing affects your life. Is it in a postive or negative way or both? How so? I am not referring to how it makes you feel. More like how it affects you life's dynamics like relationships, livlihood, friendships, etc. What , if any, adjustments do you have to make to compensate?
    [SIZE="2"]It has a positive effect – I’m more comfortable, calm, level-headed in a crisis and gentle when I’m dressed (or knowing that I’ll be dressing later on). The only negative may be time lost writing these posts and messages, when I should be doing something in my studio, but I enjoy chanting my feminine mantra among other kindred spirits. I choose to think this is time well-spent, but I can look at (or think about) anything anyway I wish. I do take a break now and then, but I return out of curiosity, since this is my only connection with the transgendered world…

    Of course, crossdressing helps with relationships and friendships in subtle ways. I find it easy, for example, to write to my friends in the outside world, since I’ve “warmed up” by writing PM’s here. I’m friendlier as a result. Crossdressing is always in the background (in my case), affecting nearly every part of my life directly or indirectly. Even when I’m not dressed, I’m CD’ing in my mind, and dreaming about it when I sleep…[/SIZE]

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    As of yet it has not had any effect on me, but i'm fairly new at
    it.



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    There is so much positive energy that comes from my continued cross dressing. 1st thing that comes to mind is that it balances out the male energies which allows me to be more caring, loving an compassionate. I practice pool with my breasts on. That allows me to do everything in the order that is part of my routine. Fundamentals is the key at the level of pool I play at. When I get in a game where I do not have the breast on I am able to stay with the routine that I formed with the breast.

    By being softer in general and allowing my female side out makes for some interesting conversations. I really enjoy that. It is a lot better than being the bully. That my sound weird but it works for me. Plus being muscled up no one says a thing about my acrylic nails. LOL>...... As a matter of fact women just love my nails and are impressed that a man takes care of them. I live in east TX we have a lot of bubba's here.LOL....

    Cross dressing --- the wonder --- Helps me to be me at my job, I do remodeling I get to explore different styles and aspects of what people want to do with there homes. I offer up ideas with theirs and then we come up with a plan that works and is not only beautiful but functional also. It may sound strange again but I can thank myself for cross dressing. It has opened up the other half of my personality and allows me to be whole and a better person.

    No one knows that I am a cross dresser except all of you.

    I could go on and on about many ways that cross dressing and has opened me up to my female side. I am open to conversations with the email here.
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    Well, returning after 10 years w/o dressing, it's kind of a money pit at the moment

    But it has encouraged me to loose weigth in order to buy some skirts and blouses that would be nicely fitting. This is good.

    It also opened up some ways of thinking and some doors in my mind that I tought were closed for good.

    I don't know where this will lead me but I believe that the path needs to be walked to its end for once. This time around, the goal is to go out on the street at least once in full dress. At least once.

    We'll see.

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    Over ti,e it has changed my life as to how I dress normally. Originally I was in the closet and over the years I have taken small steps in my manner of dressing. Now in drab I wear womens jeans, underdress, 2-5 earings, clear nail polish or with a slight tint. Body is shaven and showing, and I wear mascara. That is in drab. I dress every night and mostly to the nines.
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    It adds tension to the marriage relationship. Since I came out to my wife, I no longer have the guilt of keeping secrets, but since she not fully accepting and supportive, it adds tension when she knows I dress.

    Since My first outing a few months ago, I can't wait to do it again. I have been in a heavy pink fog since then. My son moved home, so the chance for me to dress at home is no longer likely. I have a couple of business trips coming up soon, so all I can think about is my next chance to dress and go out and meet with other sisters.

    It often consumes my thoughts to the point it is hard to focus on work, so yes it is affecting my performance.

    I know it is part of me and is not going away. I just have to learn to control it.

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    Balance. It absolutely balances my emotions, stress, aggression, everything.
    When things start to build up on me, CD'ing balances it out, cuts it back to a manageable state.

    It also affects the way I think. What I mean to say is, I start to think about what I'm going to say, before I say it (something my male self has an issue with). That usually lasts for at least a couple of days. I don't understand why, but I like it
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    Hi Denise

    I've been dressing for over sixty years and it's who I am and it's what I do.
    It just seems normal although my wife tolerats it
    it's kind of a don't ask don't tell kind of thinggie.

    Only my wife and a couple thousand girls on this forum know about ((Orchid))
    My wife knows the only way it will ever go away is if I take it with
    me when I leave and with 46yrs. of marrage and in our mid 60's
    we neither one want that.

    I have Two to three hours in the morning and evening to dress
    if i feel like it now that I am retired.
    I would say I am happy kind of neutral I know my boundries
    and stay within them. I don't rock the boat because I don't
    want to get thrown overboard.

    We are about take a 2 to 3 month trip in our motorhome with
    another couple ((our best friends)) and I can't take ((Orchid))
    along. When we get back I will probably be ready for the Nut house

    sometimes I start ramblin on not knowing where its going to take me
    thanks for listening
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    Well said to everyone here.

    I worry about getting older....what happens when we are are in our 70's or 80's????

    I'm in my 50's and like to dress younger than that (according to my wife!!).

    I feel that given I am a CD my feminine side has less to do with age than a state of mind.....but what does happen when I am 80+ and even possibly not of sound mind???

    I regret not coming out to my wife sooner as well.....I feel like I wasted years of happiness.

    Thoughts/comments???

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    I often have those thoughts that CDing is having negative effects on my life, marriage, etc like many here. Like others, I often give up other activities whenever I have a chance to dress (home alone.) A bit of guilt in keeping a secret. That depression that comes from knowing that I can never share this part of my life with the person who means so much to me. But all in all, I do try to keep the necessary things on top of my pile and only give myself a femme-treat when the time is right.

    Be safe, be frilled, Rikki

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    To me it is very similar to when a well renowned sex expert was asked to give a speech to a large group. They waited on edge for what pearls of wisdom he might give. When he was introduced and he got to the podium, all waited for his insight on sex. He cleared his throat and said "It gives me great pleasure." and he sat down

    So my thoughts on crossdressing? "It gives me great pleasure."
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    My work, not affected at all, as I'm not 'out'. Relationships, well, none anymore, as I've tried to make it clear from the outset that I'm a crossdresser, and haven't found any women who find that attractive. So that's pretty much put an and to my social life. Back when I got divorced, those I told about my crossdressing have since pretty much eliminated me from their lives. I have a few friends left, who know nothing about my crossdressing, and I feel I have to keep it that way, or I'll be completely alone.
    Some causes of crossdressing you've probably never even considered: My TG biography at:http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/...=1#post1490560
    There's an addendum at post # 82 on that thread, too. It's about a ten minute read.
    Why don't we understand our desire to dress, behave and feel like a girl? Because from childhood, boys are told that the worst possible thing we can be, is a sissy. This feeling is so ingrained into our psyche, that we will suppress any thoughts that connect us to being or wanting to be feminine, even to the point of creating separate personalities to assign those female feelings into.

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    Many thanks to everyone who responded so far. I have to play "catch up" a bit as for some reason I have been unable to access the Forum for the last couple of days.

    I'd say for myself until I balanced my feelings and integrated them, the CDing which was only really tolerated by my SO and family was a constant source of stress. I decided to take ownership of the feelings and make the dressing a conscious choice. That was the only way I could beat it as a compulsion. I had voiluntatily been away from it for a full year until recently. I don't "need" to do it per se but as my best friend told me it's "what you do" especially when I go out dancing because that is when the energies really flow freely. I was in denial of that fact but it is what it is. I've realized the best thing to do is just be yourself and enjoy life.
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    Like many of the respondents, I live my life in two dimensions. At home with my wife, I'm Kim - dressed as a woman. And out in the world, I'm the same person, but dressed as a man. A few of my female friends seem to pick up on some "vibe"...that I'm different than other males in some respect. For example, I spent an evening with my wife and several of her female co workers - I was the only male there...and they made me feel like one of the girls...although none of them mentioned if they noticed my stockings or the straps of my cami under my top.

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    Thumbs up Complicated

    Hi there
    It makes my life so Complicated.
    Spending larger amounts of money,the Stress,lying,hiding things,depression,enjoyment Etc.
    But it does make life more bearable. :brolleyes:


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    Quote Originally Posted by Denise Rhodes View Post
    More like how it affects you life's dynamics like relationships, livlihood, friendships, etc. What , if any, adjustments do you have to make to compensate? This is open for comment to absolutely everyone, including SO's.

    It's brought us closer together and I certainly will ask more instead of keeping quiet. As for livlihood it's not affected that at all, we work at the same place and whilst I know that people will talk, nothing has been said to me.

    Now friendships again not really been affected, lost one couple and to be honest it's their lost not mine.
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