For those following my progress with my newly knowing and accepting fiance, Emma (Stresskimo), here's a little update...
Okay, I felt like showing off!
Today I finished work at 3pm as I do on an early shift, and had arranged to go into town with Emma to get some girly stuff for me.
I turn up at the carpark where I park in a morning (also where we meet up if were going into town) and she's already there with shopping bags in hand! Primark, Boots and Claire's Accessory bags
We drove home and she got everything out to show me.
She got me a cream, short sleeve blouse. A black high waist pencil skirt with a deep belt (I like the secretarty thing).
3 pairs of ear rings, a ring, a necklace and a bracelet (costume jewelery). Also a white lacey bra.
A cheapo costume wig too, just for the time being.
Were both agreed its awful to look at, but it's only for the time being. She had got me some better mascara and foundation and some cheap eyeshadows in lots of colours!
Imagine that!
Ive got my own personal shopper!!!
So after I looked at it all, I said I couldn't wait for friday (my day off) to try it all out.
Then she pipes up
"Well, there's a reason I got you such a dire looking wig..."
It was slowly dawning on me that I'd previously said that I couldnt dress infront of her without a wig for feeling there would be something missing from the overall picture.
"... I need to see you dressed, so that I will know if I can handle it"
In honesty, I wasn't sure.
But, I felt that I owed it to her, after how she found out.
So she did my make-up and did a bit of wig trimming and sent me to the bedroom to dress.
When I was ready I walked into the living room, her facial expression does not change and she says
"You need to pull the skirt up a bit more..."
That's right, first time EVER that she has seen me en femme... And she tells me Im not wearing something right!!!
No freak-out, nothing. Just
"Yeah, you look nice!"
Ive never had it so good.
Emma, I love you!!!
xxxx
Put a little lipstick on you'll feel better
for both of you. A wonderful surprise and great openness.
