I told him!!
Well, after much debating in my head and so much worrying I can't even begin to describe, I told my dad about Tiffany. I didn't tell him that I had a girl name, I just told him that I do it.
What spurred the sudden urge to tell him was I had the house to myself for about 2 house before I had to go to work, so I figured I'd dress up. I looked very cute too. Well, I thought I heard a car door slam so I rushed to the window to see if he was home. I didn't see a car besides mine so, I just walked back to my computer and continued with what I was doing. Then I definitely heard the front door close, so I grabbed my boy clothes and rushed to the bathroom. Then I heard him pop his head in my room to say hi, so I yelled "in the bathroom!" So i hurriedly got dressed in drab and came out closing the door behind me quickly, so we talked for a while. (We're thinking of moving so, was talking about the move.) Then he got a call, and had to go to work, by now I had already decided that I was going to tell him.
So, he had about 20mins before he had to go, and I figured, there is never going to be a "right" time, so I will tell him. So, I said "There's something that I need to talk to you about, something that I should have told you a long time ago." He looked confused so I quickly said "I'm not gay, no no, but..it's still hard to tell, especially you." He then urged me just to say it, so I did. I said, "I'm a crossdresser." It felt like a dream when I said those three little words. It didn't feel real, like, it wasn't happening.
He then said, "Matt, I remember before you were even in school you wore your mom's pantyhose and heels." I had NO recollection of this, but obviously he knew so..we talk about it for a while then he had to go, so he said, "We'll talk about this more later." Then he said, "Matt even if you were gay, I'd still love you, I may not agree with it, I may not like it, but I will still love you and if this is what you need to do make you happy then, do it. You're an adult now so, you can make your own decisions. I just ask that you don't wear it around me." I could perfectly understand this and told him I wouldn't. He also told me to buy a robe so that if I happen to be downstairs with it on, and he happens to be coming home, that he still won't see it. I told him I would.
So, there it is, I told him, my gf, brother and now my dad all know...still feels a little unreal..Well sorry for the mini-book here, but I had to tell you all because as unreal as it feels, I'm also VERY excited!
Put a little lipstick on you'll feel better
Feel sexy because you're confident, be confident because you're sexy. -"Chained" Jane L Michaels 
) Thank you all for your support, trust me without all of you, I would NEVER have even considered comming out to him, or probably anyone for that matter.
