Ello all.
Today is my first day dressed in over 2 weeks.
I haven't made an active effort to stop, but for the last coouple of weeks or more, I just havent really had an urge.
Today Ive got home from a crappy day at work, put on a body shapper, tights, forms, skinny top and skirt and I feel good again... My day is forgotten and processed in memory without any effort or negativity. In short, I feel alright again.
I didn't particularly get an urge today either, but Emma asked me last night if I'd dressed recently, I told her straight that I hadn't and for how long. It's not like I had done it on purpose, I just... hadn't. Same way I just havent washed the car.
Untill the last time I dressed though, I was getting femmed up a couple of times a week (but then again, there was new acceptance involved allowing me the freedom to dress more often).
Just trying to figure out if there is a cycle to pink fog/guy time. Ive not had any negative feeling associated with dressing, Ive not been doing anything different, just not really wanted to.
Does anyone else seem to have a cycle, or pattern?
Or does anyone find it to be entirely random?