I think I'm lost. I have been living in the world between male and female for a long time. To long I might ad. I dress every day but I do not bind or pack. When I try it does not work for me any more. When the dysphoria gets bad I would count on that to help but right now it just makes me feel worse. I feel like I could scream right now.
I do see a counselor but do to money I can only go once a month.Money is my main reason in not moving forward. I feel like a incomplete puzzle.
I use to know what I stood for but now I do not. I try to sort these things out and I get more confused every time I think about that. I had a plan and now I am lost trying to find my place. I am in a closet and can not find the damn door knob.
Any one have a light?