If u don't know me on here my name is Kirra Scythe. The former host of the Sinister Siren show. I know i never start a thread anymore just haven't had anything to say really.
For the most part i have a boring life. But this is about how i been feeling lately about cross dressing. It was really fun at first i enjoyed everything about it mainly because it was new to me. I never wanted to hide this side of me from anyone but my family members think its not safe for others to know. I use to atlest have my house and my yard to go out dressed but now i can't even do that. I'm way to limited in what i can do with my look and my style since i'm stuck in my room and it sucks.
Maybe this is just a rant and i never do that. I use to take tons of pictures now i may take 5 every 3 months. My main goal was to enjoy my life and be able to dress as i wanted. The reason why can't do that is my brother wife and kids are living with me. Almost no time for me to do anything i want at home unless its late at night.
Theres alot of things i want to do but nothing is working out right now, something must change. The idea trying to stop cross dressing crosses my mind but that won't work.
Maybe its nothing and i can move on i had a bad 2008 and 2009. Hoping it changes and its not all due to crossdressing its just my life right now i guess. I admit i need someone to talk with or maybe some advice.