I would have to say that a big part of me wants to be female, or at least live full-time as one. I'm not so sure about SRS, but if I thought I could find a good paying or even decent paying job living as Alicia... I'd probably start living full-time (well as soon as I got electrolysis, shaving multiple times a day wouldn't work well for me, skin is too sensitive). I've finally come to grips with the fact that I will never 'pass' and am finally ok with that.