I didnt actively start being Tanya until I was past forty. I'm still deep undercover due to my job which this isnt the forum to go into that. But sometimes, I just have moments when the teenage girl i never got to be just comes out. I was at Walmart yesterday, heading back to the home improvement section for something and walked past the end of the lingerie section, where the pjs and sleepwear is. I have been in there late at night, but never during the day. But something caught my eye. I saw a couple of nightgowns, each with the markings of a different female superhero. I had to stop and look and buy one of each of Supergirl and Wonder Woman. Memories of when I was young and everyone wanted to be a superhero came back. I did that too, except that I had wanted to be Batgirl. If not her, I wanted to be Supergirl. I thought the rest of the day and last night about that and was happy that in a way I was fulfilling that dream, or at least getting to wearing a costume of Supergirl, and living a fantasy from when I was young. I guess I'm wondering if that's strange or not.