Ok, I wanted to make a thread about this because I was thinking about it the other day.
Now I don't see myself as a cross-dresser or a transgender. For me, the habit is infrequent, sloppy, and just for pleasure. I do not try to look like a female or try to pass or even have a name. It's just for fun. It's primitive compared to what I see people say they do on this forum. I'm not trying to be Jen or Sara or Beth. I'm positive there's no girl hiding inside me. This is just one way my sex hormones manifest - nothing more. In other words, I see it as a fetish. There're many fetishes out there! Some of them more harmless than others. I see mine as harmless. 1) I do not raid panty drawers 2) I stick to myself and don't make a spectacle 3) Clothes are inanimate objects. In fact, I see myself as blessed to have this trait.
But, despite that i am not a 'girl', for some reason my inner voice seems too delicate. It has some feminine traits and some masculine traits. In this world, my inner voice is like an outsider to me that doesn't fit in well. Part of the reason I came to this forum was to find out who I am. Life is a quest to do that isn't it? Maybe by seeing what others say about their inner voice I can get some kind of idea about mine that help me to cope with myself?
What's your inner voice like? It's the voice you 'hear' when you talk without actually speaking. Do you ever think in words and sentences? I know I do. Sometimes I'll say something without saying it.
So what does this voice sound like? Does it sound like a man? A women? Something else?