I've tried to stop. Many times. I keep dressing and love it! I haven't purged for awhile and I believe that's a positive sign. Purging gets expensive and it wastes clothing..., among other things like self-respect. I guess what I am trying to say is how much I just wish to express myself as Sherry. Hiding can be a bitch and I'd like to think I'm not one even though I probably am capable of it. I have hidden myself for too many years and maybe it's just time to be what I need to be? I don't know but I'd like to find out.