Hi. I was just reading another post regarding crying while watching films, and I realised how lacking in any sort of emotion I now am. I know that to hide my true self I also hid my emotions in a fear of being found out, and I have now come to realise that ive become too good at not letting my feelings show. I admit to letting a few tears show when I first told my Dr of my ....need, and blubbering like a baby to my therapist for the first two visits, but, apart from that....dry eyes all the time. Ive even resorted to faking horror and shock where I deemed necessary to not seem too heartless. Has anyone else had this problem? I hope to start on hormones soon and ive read that they can make you weepy for no reason. I am tired of faking...ive done it all my life. Will i get my emotions back?