...is such a new feeling for me! Its almost magical after a decade of telling yourself that you'd be an ugly woman, only to end up passing at the end of it all
I only went out once before this week, about 2 months ago. Just in the past week I have gone out 5 different days as Vanessa!
And the responses were lovely...since I was still fairly new to being potentially pretty passable, I actually had the courage to walk up to people with the intent of saying a very deep male voice. I did that so I could gauge them on how I pass when it came to looks and basic mannerisms. 3 different people at convenience stores thought I was messing with them...until I showed them my ID. one guy still didnt believe me till I busted out a silicone! It was hilarious watching males go from being extra kind to being quiet, and watching a few girls go from giving off a catty vibe to smiling and complimenting me, all for simply opening my mouth. An ex-marine barber even said I was pretty, after I told him. Almost everyone said that they thought I was a girl, until I spoke
This past night, I actually made an effort to use a female voice since I realized that I actually can pass without opening my mouth. I havent done much practice but I know the basic warm ups. And in the places I went to last night...it somehow worked! Now passing has just taken over my present life! Nothing beats getting compliments and free cigs just for being presumed to be a woman
Yes, that was a long, pointless read. But I just had to get all that off my chest because the pink fog is coming on really strong