and groped Geez,and I thought it was men you had to watch out for I soo needed to get out more
It seemed my "mentor" was feeling a bit frisky last night.Im trying to get used to going out and socializing more.Sometimes I'll just keep to whoever I came with,but Im opening up.At Triangles I had no choice.I was just walking by,making my way back to my friends when this girl grabs me and is like,no,no no,your too cute to be just walking by,who are you.The woman last night was hilarious.If she saw me slipping she would be like,"HEY..(and points),shoulders back"..Goodness,lol.Shed tell me,you have to walk like this,I show you.At one point I was trying to adjust the purse on my shoulder,but my hair was getting caught.She laughs and goes,ha ha you dont even know how to hold the purse yet,your new arent you..What can I do,I laugh too cuz,yep.So she laughs a little more,gives me a big hug and says its ok cuz I will learn."Dont be so shy",she says."F*** society..we dont have much time.do we,no.F*** them and be yourself".Some very good advice.If your single,dont worry.Trust me,there are women who would much rather have a "girlfriend".
I talked in another thread about just getting out there and doing it (if thats the person you are and you want to go out).Nothing is going to be perfect.Women,since they were small learned how to act,dress,walk,everything.My friend who is a lot older says these beginning stages are just like being in kindergarden.Your new,your learning and experiencing new things.A lovely comment from a GG on another forum was,"you can try to be like a woman but your just a actor and will always be a actor"..Well,arent we all taught how to be,what manners are,in essence,taming the human animal? Who is to say that we are all not actors,every single person.Some people just have nothing nice to say,but what they say doesnt mean very much either.I have no issues with hands on learning,getting out there,having fun,picking things up along the way and just living life.Life isnt happening sitting in my livingroom.Nights when Im like,ok,obviously nothing is happening here,Im getting dressed and going out,those are good nights.The memories and experiences are not coming from behind these 4 walls.I love meeting other girls,chatting with whoever and just living a life other than what others may think is wrong.To me it is not wrong and thats what counts.Self righteous people and their ideals,right in the trash.Controls freaks on a power trip to construct your every action,no need.I am very much the optimist when it comes to tg issues..and,yes,sometimes a bitch when needed just because I believe in all of us.I like the idea of independent thought.Somebody said,"good girls rarely make history",..not exactly trying to make history but,my life and who I am wont be written by somebody else.