All kidding aside, my answer is Thorny. Or, at least, that's my personal answer. After three weeks of what you're more or less describing, I had somebody who yanked me outside, smacked me over the head (literally), and simply made me feel like less of a freak by treating me like I'm normal.
My point is: Do you have someone you can vent and pal around with for a few hours? I know you have a child and a job and are looking for a second job (which must be incredibly rough), but is there any sort of short-time activity or playfulness that can help you "forgot" the anxiety for a small while? I know it sounds both impossible and simplistic, but I just wanted to share what recently finally helped me.
Maybe hang with the other person you're mentioning? If it's your son, take him to the park or something he likes to do?