Ok I'm nearly here I'm nearly at the begining of the end in many ways So things have happened extremely fast for me, I'm so lucky From my first appointment with the psych in Hull in September 2008 To now August 2010 and GRS September 18th 2010 exactly 2 years, well all but a week or so The count down has begun and as I reflect on everything I feel kinda strange like I'm looking from the outside in at my life upto this moment.
I have to admitt I'm a little nervous and as I tick the days off to my surgery the nerves well up then subside and then that calmness comes over me again like a feeling I just can't describe. The only thing that is playing on my mind is the fact that my chest is not complete but I know the nurses will be ace with it and will go with the flow I've thought of loads of ways round it and I'll,l be talking with my friend who has not had any chest surgery yet but has had his GRS I'm sure he will be able to give me sound advice on the matter.
So my friends thank you for supporting me these last 4 years yes 4 years its gone so fast and to be honest couldn't have done it with out you all Ladies and Gentlemen you have been wonderful and amazing!!!! I will add to this thread anymore thoughts regarding my surgery. Xx Felix