... I'm not talking split personalities here.
Crossdresser, tranny, whatever you label you've placed on yourself, when it's "her" time, do you find that you are conscious about the way you behave and present yourself, or does your sub-conscious kick in and it's a natural uninhibited change in how you behave and present yourself?
... or is there no change at all from guy to girl mode?
Walking, talking, mannerisms, etc is not what I'm curious about. Think more along the lines of personality.
For me personally, I think Niki and "him" share some traits, but are definitely two different people. He is quiet/shy while taking everything in, but once comfortable opens up, and holds conversations. But not a guy who enters a room, commanding attention and acting like an idiot. "Niki" is still quiet/shy, but gets attention in a room without seeking it and is more like a guys girl... the one of a couple girls in a group of guys that is quite feminine, but can definitely take care of herself and drink the boys under the table.
I find it interesting that there's things "he" wouldn't do, but Niki would do in a heartbeat.
Just curious if this is less common, 50/50, or more common amongst us as it has come up in conversation a few times with friends.