This weekend I met up with a fellow CD at a hotel about an hour from my home. We had been chatting online for about 3 months and I had mentioned to him that I had only gone out in public a few times at night because I didn't feel comfortable with my appearance. As a more experienced CD, he offered to help me with my look.
We met in the hotel lobby, both dressed as men, and went to lunch. We had great conversation and have a lot in common. I was so nervous and had quite a few drinks to help calm my nerves. After lunch, we went up to our adjoining rooms and he asked me to show him my best look. It took me almost an hour to get into my panties, tight jeans, bra, and spandex top and do my makeup (really tough to do with shaking hands). I knocked on the adjoining door to show him what I had done. He was very kind and had lots of tips, including redoing all of my makeup and showing me my bra size was way off. He also had me take off my jeans and try a skirt to show off my "sexy legs". It was a little strange with me in my bra and panties having a man (he hadn't dressed yet) touch all parts of my body.
After my makeover, he had me watch him make his transition so I could learn more. Let me say that he went from an ordinary looking man to a beautiful woman. For the next five hours, we both went out dressed as women and he helped me pick out $919 worth of lingerie, skirts, pants, blouses and shoes which made me look so much more feminine.
We finished the night off with a great dinner and then drinks at a gay friendly piano bar before returning to the hotel. We talked some more in his room before saying good night. We hugged, but as I was heading to my door, it felt as though someting was missing from the evening. As I got back to my room, I realized that I really had a "crush" on this guy. Now I am 100% straight, but I lay in bed and longed to kiss him goodnight and would have gladly jumped into bed with him if he was still made up as a woman.
Have any others felt this way? It was really a strange day because for a part of it I was dressed as a woman and he was "touching" me while still dressed as a man. Then later I was sexually excited to be out in public dressed as a woman and really shopping. And later in the evening I think I became attracted to him as a real woman.
We had a great breakfast yesterday morning and have planned to do this again in the near future, but I am worried about my feelings toward him. Can I be straight and attracted to a CD?